I am freaking out. Baby is going to be here in 11 days and I am not ready. Our room is not ready because Edward broke down the walls and tore off the carpet and we can’t even afford all of the necessary supplies at this time. To top it off, I am way behind on bills and I don’t see an end to it. I am supposed to be going on maternity leave and I don’t have a single dollar saved. What the fuck is wrong with us? Why are we so dumb?