I don’t know if I am actually depressed. It might just be a temporary thing. I want to randomly cry. I do not want to get out of bed, but I do make myself get up. I do not want to have this baby because of financial reasons. I do not want to wash clothes or clean up. I did make myself wash the dishes last night. I feel really tired half of the time. I only put make up on and brush my hair because I want to appear normal.
We went to the beach on Saturday and I tried having fun, but damn bill collectors stressed me out. I think that is what is depressing me- not having money. How sad that I feel this way.