I’m trying to get back on track and act like everything is okay, but I keep replaying that scene in my head where he totally disrespected me and I just feel so much sadness. I wish I could talk about this with someone, but it’s not that easy. They would tell me to leave him right away, and I can’t. My kids are so sweet and innocent and I can’t be to blame for a broken family. I just can’t.
At the same time, I can’t just go back to holding his hand and kissing him again as if nothing happened. He apologized, but I told him “I’m sorry” just isn’t enough anymore.
I know marriage isn’t supposed to be easy, but nobody ever said it would be this hard either.