I had a dream last night about my ex-best friend Vanessa. I haven’t really seen her in about 3 years by choice. I chose to stop being her friend because I was tired of everything always being about her and her disregard for my opinion most of the time.
But I actually miss her today. Or maybe I just miss having a girlfriend at all. Sure, I hang out with my sister, but I haven’t had a girlfriend in the longest time. I know it’s my own fault. I distance myself from people and I don’t get out enough.
Maybe that should be my New Year’s resolution. Find good friends.