This is going to be my very first night back at our apartment by myself with the kids. I thought I would be happy, but the truth is, it’s harder being here without Edward.
I know I’m acting like he’s permanently gone or something, but this has been one of the hardest things I have EVER had to deal with..
I can’t wait for this terrible chapter in our lives to be over already.
I want our lives to go back to normal.