I was reading my entries from a year ago, and I was basically in the same place I am today. It makes me think if my life will EVER get better with Edward. I don’t think so. He’s not financially smart at all. He’s so irresponsible and selfish and GREEDY.
I wish I could leave him, but I’m afraid of hurting my kids by sending their dad off, especially Adan. Should I just suck it up and stick with Edward for the kids?