For the first time in the looongest time, I feel insecure about Edward’s feelings.
Long story short, he has a daughter with his ex named Joanna. Her family never let him see their little girl. Crazy people. He left Joanna, left Dallas-Fort Worth, and moved to South Texas where we met. Now we are married with a son and another baby on the way.
Well, someone got ahold of Edward’s brother and told him that they needed to talk to Edward about getting full custody of the little girl, and they gave Edward his ex’s phone number. He just called her.
When he finished talking to her, he called me.. And I heard something in his voice… Something that makes me feel that hearing her voice made him miss her, especially since she was being sweet. He did tell her that he’s married now. But as a woman I have a strong intuition about things, and I’m usually right, not all of the time, but most of the time.
And I feel like I need to be careful… Like he might want to start something with her now that he has her direct phone number… I HOPE I’M WRONG… but I don’t know. I don’t like how I feel right now..
If I was to find out that he was talking to her, I would kick him out of the house immediately. I’m not the type of person to take out my feelings on my kids and forbid them from seeing their dad. I would always let Edward be a part of our children’s lives, but that wouldn’t mean he would have to be a part of my love life anymore if he betrayed me like that, after all I’ve done for him and everything I’ve put up with.
I hope I’m wrong.