I have been thinking a lot about baby #2 lately and I’m really scared… I’m afraid I’m going to lose my mind…
I don’t know if I’ll be able to handle TWO young babies at the same time.. Lately I’ve been getting more frustrated with Adan, but I don’t know whether to blame it on the hormones or not..
The financial part isn’t scaring me. It’s two crying babies.. two hungry babies.. two dirty babies.. My plan is to stop working for a while so that Edward could support us and I stay home and watch our kiddos… So that means I will be alone with no help..
I hate that I don’t feel excited about this baby. And it scares me that this baby can feel that I’m scared, that my feelings throughout my pregnancy will somehow determine his/her personality, or make them feel unwanted.
I don’t like to be pessimistic but I can’t help how I feel about this situation..
What can I do to feel better??