Well Valentine’s Day is here and we have absolutely no plans.
Yesterday Edward and I were at Wal-Mart and tons of people were lined up waiting to buy balloons, flowers, teddy bears, etc.
I secretly envied them a little.
I know Edward loves to buy me stuff like that, but I told him that I knew we were in a tough situation and I would rather spend our money on useful things, not on stuff like that for me. Not right now, knowing we have a bun in the oven.
HAHA we have been married for almost 2 years. That means we have had two Valentine’s Days together. Both times I have been pregnant… Is that sad or funny? I’d rather think it’s funny so I won’t feel sad.
Speaking of feeling sad I have been so emotional lately. I cry for everything. Last night we heard the song “The Night Chicago Died” on XM Radio and I was explaining to Edward what it was about… And how happy the man’s wife was that he wasn’t one of the dead cops, and I nearly cried just explaining that. I’m such a baby lol…
It’s still pretty surreal that I’m pregnant. Maybe it’s because we haven’t heard a doctor verbalize it. I’m going to make an appointment today I think with Dr. Redmond. I prefer her than Dr. Hughston because I felt like he was a little impersonal.
I know I need to tell my mom and dad about me being prego but I’m not looking forward to that. I know they wanted more for me. But life takes crazy turns and we just have to try taking control if we can… And this baby is going to come whether we want to or not..
Hopefully they can be happy about it eventually.